Lost in the World - Ritika Jaine

 

𝗜𝗳 𝗟𝗼𝗻𝗲𝗹𝘆 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗮 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹, 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗯𝗲 𝗺𝗲 | something to help soothe your stress :)

If I say that I love you more now ,
Then will everything be beautiful again?
Will you love me back more?
Or will the things never be the same?

Will you see the tears that hide 
behind my painted smile , terrified?
Will you see my efforts and ever
realise how hard I tried?

Will you console me even before 
I break apart?
Will you not hear what my mind says,
but listen to my heart?

Will you see the beautiful girl inside the beast, that is causing destruction now?
Will you abandon me again 
or love me anyhow?

Will you see the love behind my possessiveness, care and anger?
Will you forgive me when I'm really guilty 
about what I blabbered ?
Will you be mine ever again?

Then, I wake up from the nightmare realising
I am quite better on my own and surviving happily, 
While my heart sighs on hearing 
my mind lie so beautifully.

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